The one thing I have to learn while losing weight.
At the moment, it is going rather slowly. Though I’m trying hard by sticking to my low calories and becoming more active despite my disability, the weight is not going down much. So far I have lost 23kg which is quite a lot, but I still have to lose at least another 20.
My doctor was really happy with me on friday, but that doesn’t help me much. Yes, I’ve done well, yes it is a lot less than it was in January, but damn, why isn’t it going down a bit faster?!
Damn, damn, damn, why can’t there be a magical solution? I’m sick and tired of sitting at home, not being able to work, in severe pain all the time, for months on end.
I went to my old workplace on thursday to hand in my keys. Talking to the woman in the personal office, she told me that I should definitely come back as soon as I’m fit again, and so did my ex co-workers, but god knows how long that is going to take…
I hate to think that it could take until next year before I could be healthy enough to go back to work…
Patience indeed, is what I will need not to go insane….